Joy’s advice to her 18 year old self: The same questions that you’re asking yourself now don’t go away. What you are most interested in, passionate about, you think you should know already or be moving quickly towards knowing. Know that you don’t get there as quickly as you think you should. But what I have learned is that I know what I don’t like, won’t spend time on and don’t have interest in. Instead of moving quickly towards that target, I’m sifting through things. Maybe the target is in there.